Ich heiße Sarah Fadzil.

Of Jack & Jelly

2012-01-13T11:02:00.002+08:00

Damai, Sarawak.

I still think, what if?

I still think that we didn't give it our best shot.

I still think that it could have been spectacular.

Unsweetened.

2011-11-25T10:27:00.002+08:00

Melaka day trip.

In the end, we are all connected...

2011-11-22T10:55:00.001+08:00

... in some pretty fucked up way.

SUPERHEAVY!

2011-10-07T16:19:00.001+08:00

They're the shiznit!

Beatles or Glee, I'd feel the same anyway.

2011-09-27T10:50:00.005+08:00

.. and when I touch you I feel happy inside. It's such a feeling that my love, I can't hide.

Glee - I Want To Hold Your Hand

Dead much?

2011-09-26T16:20:00.000+08:00

Well, I wish you well.

Picture

2011-09-24T02:04:00.003+08:00

I can't understand why we're living life this way..

- Kid Rock & Sheryl Crow

Stay away.

2011-09-13T19:32:00.002+08:00

That has got to be the hardest thing I've ever had to do.

Fly Me To The Moon, Let Me Sing Among The Stars.

2011-09-07T15:36:00.002+08:00

Let me see what spring is like on Jupiter and Mars..

I think my head is going to explode soon.

Eid Mubarak

2011-09-02T14:48:00.002+08:00

September 2011, Port Dickson - Raya with The Blacks.

August Playlist

2011-08-25T17:58:00.004+08:00

now that I'm coming down, won't you be my solid groud?

My August Playlist:

1. Christina Perri - Jar of Hearts

2. John Mayer & Alicia Keys - Ain't No Sunshine (Cover)

3. Naif - Benci Untuk Mencinta

4. White Shoes and The Couples Company - Today Is No Sunday

5. The Perishers - Sway

6. Ben Harper & Jack Johnson - Please Me Like You Want To

7. Adele - Someone Like You

8. Plan B - I know A Song

9. John Legend - Rolling In The Deep (Cover)

10. Maroon 5 - Never Gonna Leave This Bed

11. Naif - Senang Bersamamu

12. Alicia Keys & Jack White - Another Way To Die

13. The Kooks - Ooh La

14. Jack Johnson - Angel

15. MGMT - Electric Feel

16. Christina Perri - The Blower's Daughter (Cover)

17. Kim Hyun Joong - Because I'm Stupid

18. The Kooks - Naive

19. Ingrid Michaelson - Sort Of

20. The Miceteeth - Spring Shine

Testosterone overload.

2011-08-18T14:24:00.002+08:00

The awesome March Babies and that one cool January Baby.

Iftar with my boys at Nando's OU, 17th August 2011.

Iftar 2011 at SDCC

2011-08-09T15:01:00.008+08:00

8th July 2011, Wondermilkers went for iftar at Sime Darby Convention Centre.

These are the photos, chronologically incorrect.

Ramadhan 2011

2011-08-07T21:03:00.002+08:00

Love, Love, Love.

(Clockwise from bottom: Malehah, Pakwad, Junaidi, Adi, Aten, Sera, Donat, Dyana, Mo, Nora, Ridy)

Our annual Iftar session.

This year it was at Tupai-Tupai Section 13, Shah Alam.

Good food. Great company. Simply awesome.

You lose some, you gain some.

2011-08-03T19:38:00.004+08:00

My boys. Another one march baby is missing.

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Kaleidoscope Love.

2011-08-02T07:00:00.001+08:00

A very good friend. I'll settle with that.

I guess that's good enough. :)

Blessed.

2011-08-01T13:10:00.003+08:00

Happy, I am.

I managed to see most of my boys last night.

By the way, it's the first day of fasting.

Have a blessed Ramadhan yea?

I think I am blessed this Ramadhan. Alhamdulillah.

+WM

2011-07-27T14:03:00.002+08:00

+Wondermilk Citta Mall, first day of operation.

So long..

2011-07-26T17:29:00.002+08:00

Goodbye Happyness.

July Playlist

2011-07-25T20:55:00.004+08:00

we could go slow, see where this goes..

These songs have been played on loop throughout this month.

Explains the mixed feelings I've been having.

So powerful what songs can do to your emotions.

1. John West - Loved You Tonight

2. Bill Withers - Lovely Day

3. Plan B - Love Goes Down

4. Ray LaMontagne - You Are The Best Thing

5. Landon Pigg - Falling In Love At A Coffee Shop

6. Angus & Julia Stone - Big Jet Plane

7. Incubus - Pardon Me

8. Amy Winehouse - Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow

9. Plan B - She Said

10. Nicole Kea - Breakfast In Bed

AWAS.

2011-07-23T15:50:00.001+08:00

Awas gerak langkah mu oooohhh!

*should go for a karaoke session soon*

Happyness.

2011-07-21T17:19:00.002+08:00

Everything is so blurry.

Yet, there is something beautiful about it.

There's some kind of happiness in it.

Exactly how I feel.

Happy Birthday to you dear Happyness.

On Loop

2011-07-19T00:51:00.002+08:00

Current Mood: curious

John West's Loved You Tonight is on loop.

Dedicated to that one person who brought me closer to happiness this year.

Even if it's not going to work out, I'll still smile thinking of you. :)

A year later.

2011-07-18T18:12:00.001+08:00

First entry of 2011.

I thought I would be doing advertising. I thought I would be married by now. I thought I'd apply for Masters and fly somewhere.

I'm not into advertising anymore. I'm single and nowhere near marriage. I didn't apply for Masters and not flying anywhere. I am now working at +Wondermilk Citta. The only place I'm flying to is Bali next year, and it's for leisure.

A lot of things changed in a year. A lot of things happened in a year.

I'm just glad to be alive.
Hello people!

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Pub...licis.

2010-07-02T09:54:00.000+08:00

Yeah, sorry gambar tak clear. Taken using my bb.

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TGIF

2010-07-02T09:31:00.001+08:00

It's my second day of internship at Publicis. I kinda like my office but for some reason, I feel like the people are somewhat intimidating.
Maybe it's just me.
Anyway, I hate you, PJ traffic.

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Test lagi skali

2010-05-30T11:44:00.001+08:00

I lost my phone. Trying out the new phone.
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Woohoo!

2010-05-03T18:00:00.000+08:00

Jakun nak mampos.
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dugongs

2010-04-09T13:49:00.002+08:00

AdFest Cherating April 2010 was awesome!
It was sad at the same time.
My last adfest with both of you. :(
Dyana, take care in Ohio.
Aten, be good in Birmingham.
Selamat Hari Raya! :)

Mehndi Night.

2010-03-08T16:43:00.003+08:00

beautiful isn't she?

Kaklong got married last Wednesday.
And last Saturday was the Mehndi Night.
So we were all dressed nicely like super hot Indians.
Seriously, I'm not kidding you! :P
Alhamdulillah. Everything went well.

I'm just glad to see Abah smiling on that day. :)

Three days later..

2010-03-08T16:33:00.002+08:00

Dear Mr. Asmara,

Thank you for the holga. I really didn't expect it. But I like it a lot!
Thank you for spending most of your time with me these few days. It means a lot to me.
I hope to see you soon. Love you!

Yours always,
S.

p/s: HAPPY 2nd ANNIVERSARY!

we miss you..

2010-02-19T13:44:00.003+08:00

In the memories of
Muhammad Shahnaz Fadhli
22 March 1986 - 31 January 2010

You'll always be loved. You'll always be remembered.

Semoga roh Arwah Anaz dicucuri rahmat.
Al-Fatihah.

And i will fly into your arms

2009-12-31T03:55:00.003+08:00

burung pigeon tua, hinggap tepi river..

Current Mood: Confuse

I'm flying home soon.

Sad to leave but excited to go back.

Confusing isn't it?

p/s: Happy New Year!

Sometimes I feel like I am drunk behind the wheel..

2009-11-11T03:51:00.002+08:00

Current Mood: high.

1. I'm done with part 4. Yup, my holiday has officially started.

2. I just read my previous posts and I got annoyed with the way I wrote them. Rojak melampau. Both English and BM in a single sentence. wtf?

3. My room smells of ciggy smoke. Not to mention that some weird creature might just appear out of the mess.

4. Ila is getting married in less than a month.

5. I'll be in the UK in exactly 29 days.

6. I'm going to start working in MDeC this coming Monday for just two weeks where I'll be seated next to my boyfriend. *wink* *wink*

7. When you lose something, you gain something else. Ok, that's just very random.

8. I'm currently listening to Eisley - Telescope Eyes. It's been long since I last sang along to this song.

9. I want to dream of you tonight.

10. Seriously, sometimes I really feel like I am drunk behind the wheel.

** November updates.

Love, Hugs and Kisses from Gambang.

2009-10-12T01:02:00.003+08:00

Current Mood: Overly exhausted

Part 4 July - December 2009. Class of 2010.

The All Stars journey from Gambang to Shah Alam.

AdFest was sort of a disaster.
Nevertheless, our class knows how to have fun.
Therefore, it was a really great weekend filled with histerical laughs.
Yea, whatever happened in Gambang should just stay in Gambang. Right? ;)

No, I don't look like Yuna. At all!

2009-09-18T15:17:00.003+08:00

<3

Current Mood: happy.

The new Sarah. What say you?

brighter than sunshine

2009-08-30T14:02:00.002+08:00

Current Mood: wunderbar

It's a sunday and I'm out in KL.
Nak ke Jalan Pasar cari fairy lights.
The weather is nice.
I think it's going to rain again today.
Singing along to Aqualung's Brighter Than Sunshine.
Yea, it's a good day. :)

After two months

2009-08-29T01:09:00.003+08:00

Current Mood: nostalgic

You owe me ice-cream-date and movie-date.

Get well soon, dear.

Truth

2009-06-28T15:38:00.002+08:00

Current Mood: hypocritical

I'm only using you to get what I want.
The truth is, I really don't like you.

Yea, I'm a hypocrite.
But then again, so is everybody else.

Aktiviti tak sihat.

2009-06-20T17:27:00.003+08:00

Current Mood: Addicted!

Cuba bagitau aku macam mana aku boleh terjerumus dalam kancah yang tak sihat ni?

Damn you, Elia!

Konvokesyen Ke-70, Sidang Ke-10.

2009-06-02T01:26:00.005+08:00

Current Mood: how are you suppose to feel after you graduated?

Alhamdulillah selesai konvokesyen petang tadi.
Tak ada yang tergolek atas stage, tak ada yang tersembam depan orang ramai.
Yang penting aku tak memalukan diri sendiri atas stage.
It took us about one and a half hours just for the photo shoot session.
We were all pretty much soaked in our own sweat.
Nonetheless, we were all smiling in the photos.

Owh, aku juga bergambar dengan parents Mr. Asmara.
Macam nak luruh jantung rasanya.

Thank you Ma, thank you Pa for the lovely bouquet of roses.
I love you.

To my friends, congratulations!

Graduation

2009-06-01T00:07:00.002+08:00

Current Mood: tired.

Tahniah, Sarah!

Tahniah semua..

Mari terseksa bersama-sama di konvokesyen esok! :)

Minggu lepas

2009-05-26T01:23:00.003+08:00

Current Mood: Excited

I'm somehow glad I didn't get to go to Perhentian because I had two whole days at MidValley with Mr. Asmara. It was fun. :D

Oh, last Wednesday I had a mini gathering at Pelita Bangsar with former schoolmates of Sekolah Kebangsaan Saujana Impian, Kajang. It was partly embarrassing, mostly hilarious and it feels good to see those guys. Especially Ilman. So, I'm pretty much looking forward to the gathering at Alamanda next week.

Anyways, siapa tau mana nak buat cornrows dengan harga yang murah?

Understanding your father

2009-05-26T01:15:00.002+08:00

Current Mood: bored.

Hari tu aku tanya ayah aku, "Pa, can I go to Perhentian?"

Dia jawab, " Sarah gila ke?"

Ok. That means NO!

Bali

2009-05-18T02:54:00.003+08:00

Current Mood: holiday-ish.

Aku dah pulang dari Bali. Three days ago.
Gambar dah upload kat facebook.
Duit dah habis.
Cuti masih panjang.
Malas nak kerja.
Haih..

Oh btw, kami sempat tengok upacara memuja kat Bali yang setahun sekali sahaja. Tapi aku tak tau kenapa gambar ni jadi tak sharp. Macam pixel pecah-pecah. Aku pun tak tau nak guna perkataan apa nak describe. See for yourself.

Ok, Bali best.
Goodnite people!

Note

2009-05-11T02:24:00.002+08:00

Current Mood: Bloody Excited!!!

I'm going to get some peace of mind for a few days.
Don't miss me.
Here I come Bali.

Untuk kamu.

2009-05-05T12:09:00.003+08:00

Current Mood: empty.

Happy one year and two months anniversary.

J.A.R.

2009-05-03T03:05:00.002+08:00

Current Mood: Lonely

Ok. Rindu. Tak tipu.
:(

Duri Dalam Daging

2009-05-01T02:57:00.002+08:00

Current Mood: Pissed off.

Aku tak pernah buat jahat dengan kau.
Jadi, sila jaga mulut kau. Before I rip it off your face.
Thank you.

Statement mintak penampar.

2009-04-30T17:42:00.004+08:00

Current Mood: Nak pukul orang.

"Susah betui masuk Degree jadik HOT."
-Nor Aswad Adzmi.

Now I hate the word phony.

2009-04-27T13:52:00.002+08:00

Current Mood: Lega.

I'm done with Management LIB 501! Unless Jali decides I should repeat the paper.

Ok.

I'm already more than half-way through Catcher In The Rye.
It was a gift from Mr. Asmara.
Now, I guess I know why he is the person he is.

Hey Love, thank you very much.

Jujur.

2009-04-25T01:55:00.000+08:00

The funny thing is, I am proud of you.
Proud of being with you.
Proud to have you.

Another all time favourite

2009-04-22T17:35:00.002+08:00

Kalau Fareezan dengar Backstreet Boys, 911, Spice Girls (apa kau pikir??), dan N'Sync zaman sekolah rendah dia, aku pula dengar Verve Pipe.

Haha!
Betul la! Walaupun aku cuma tau dua lagu je time tu, Freshmen and Bittersweet Symphony. :P

Ye la, aku juga hafal lagu All I Have To Give dan dance move lagu It's Gonna Be Me. (Aku tak perlu tulis pun lagu siapa, korang mesti tau!)

Aku tak kisah kalau kawan-kawan yang sebaya aku pernah fanatik dengan Backstreet Boys, N'Sync mahu pun KRU zaman sekolah rendah. That's sort of normal for the 87's babies.

Masalahnya sekarang ni, kenapa Spice Girls, Fareezan???

So high

2009-04-15T01:08:00.001+08:00

Current Mood: hyper

Can you believe that?

I can actually jump.

Pantas dan Garang serta Si Bodoh.

2009-04-12T20:59:00.002+08:00

Current Mood: terkejut.

I went to watch Fast and Furious again last night. Dengan Mr. Asmara.
Masih exciting lagi.

On the way balik dari Cineleisure menghala ke Shah Alam, aku bertembung dengan Si Bodoh dan rakan-rakan yang bodoh yang tengah merempit.
One idiot passed our car while doing a superman stunt.
Hebat.
Seekor lagi nak tunjuk lagak.
Bodoh.

"Mintak-mintak la ada yang tergolek," Boy cakap.

Memang masin betul mulut Boy.
Right in front of us, one idiot tergolek caused by another idiot yang ala-ala hero.
Kalau Boy tak sempat break, seriously, kalau tak melambung pun mamat tu ada la yang pecah tengkorak kepala.
Bloody stupid!

Aku diam tak tau nak cakap apa.
Depan mata aku.
Kereta aku.

Balik dari movie pukul 2 pagi.
Sampai rumah 5 pagi.
Macam seronok pulak dating dekat Balai Polis PJ tu.

Yea, it was one hell of a night.

Mr. Jay Kay

2009-04-10T01:20:00.002+08:00

Current Mood: Exhausted.

Saja nak post gambar Jay Kay.
Kepada yang tak pergi, rugi gila tak dapat bermain dengan lumpur.
Hoho!

Aku dah pulang dari Sepang.

2009-04-06T02:07:00.001+08:00

Current Mood: Penat.

Jamiroquai TERRBAAAAAEEEEKKKKK!!!

Enough said.

Hari ni aku ke Sepang..

2009-04-05T11:37:00.003+08:00

Current Mood: Worried.

Assignment masih banyak.
Tapi takpe.
Aku nak pergi Sepang.

My date has turned me down.
Tapi takpe.
Aku still nak pergi tengok Jamiroquai kat Sepang.

:)

First April Two Thousand Nine

2009-04-05T00:51:00.003+08:00

Current Mood: Bored..

"I think I like you. I know it's wrong. I'm sorry."

"You're like a sister to me."

"I know. I can't help it. I'm really sorry."

"Just be my sister."

"Would it be possible if both of us were single?"

"I don't know. I'm sorry."

Hehehe.
I know I was very-very mean.
I hope you have really forgiven me.
Thank you so much, anyways.. :)

Weekend.

2009-03-29T22:49:00.003+08:00

Current Mood: Puas hati.

- AdFest was good.
- Our AdNite, Beach Masquerade was the bomb!
- Marina Cove jauh! Letih dok dalam bas.
- Fatin nye mask Sailormoon terbaik.
- Bagi Pakwad CD Mocca as birthday present. Dia suka la kot.
- Azizi menang AdKing. Dyana hasut Dekan. Tapi memang cool pun Azizi.
- First time aku bercakap guna microphone depan ramai orang. Tangan menggigil pegang text. Thank you Fareezan sebab temankan. :)
- Aku happy.
- Rindu Mr. Asmara.
- Balance RM20 duit AdNite tu jom ke Sunway Lagoon satu kelas? Tambah lagi RM10 sorang.
- Sampai je Shah Alam kepala aku dah pening dengan assignment. *sigh*
- Gambar akan dimuat naik kat Facebook bila aku free.

p/s: Next sem kita request buat AdNite lagi ok? :)

Sickening

2009-03-18T22:59:00.002+08:00

Current Mood: Super duper tired!

"Ok. The three main things I've learnt today from ________ is bla bla bla bla bla.." - Mak Angkat Pakwad.

I'm really bored.
I'm mostly tired.
And you make me sick!

Geburtstag und Jahrestag.

2009-03-06T00:13:00.006+08:00

I wish 5th of March 2009 didn't have to end so soon. Two celebrations in a day. It was wonderful. Not perfect, but awesomely wonderful! Junaidi's a sweetheart. My sweetheart.

Oh, he was right. I am loving him more after everything he did today. :)

pathetic.

2009-02-27T01:22:00.001+08:00

Current Mood: Unhappy.

Isn't it sad when aku hanya dapat tau apa kau buat, apa kau fikir, apa kau makan, apa kau minum through your blog or facebook?

Pathetic gile babi.

I am pathetic.

And you have a lot of making up to do.

10 random updates. Aku masih happy.

2009-02-24T23:39:00.002+08:00

Current Mood: happy.

1. Aku baru sedar yang assignment aku dah berlambak and deadline dah dekat. Hari tu aku tenang je komplen rindu nak buat assignment. Bak datang.. Tapi takpe. Aku masih happy. :)

2. En. Asmara dah lemah semangat with March approaching in a few more days. Request aku tadi pun dia tak nak layan. Takpe la.. Dah biasa.

3. Pakwad punya mak angkat buat aku hangin satu badan. Bias. Menyampah!

4. Aku ada tiket ke Sunburst dan Jason Mraz. Haruslah yang paling murah. Tapi both events aku masih tak pasti dapat pergi atau tak. Ye lah, En. Asmara busy. Burn la kalau tak dapat pergi..

5. Hari Isnin aku first time jejak Pavillion. Bosan. Sebab aku tak berduit. Memang aku tak sesuai dengan tempat macam tu. Tempat yang phony, kata Boy.

6. I'm selling my electric guitar. Ada sape2 nak beli?

7. Papa is in Palembang and Mama is off to Medan soon. Hmmm...

8. Sistem Park and Ride yang baru diperkenalkan kat World Class University ni jadi bahan sumpahan pelajar-pelajar siang tadi. Juga untuk hari-hari yang berikutnya kot.

9. Mama ajak tengok Slumdog Millionaire siang kang. Early bird. Mimpi apa tak tau. Tadi dia takde kerja rasanya, TV on, tengok drama apa ntah. Sambil tu laptop kat depan mata tengah tengok Jelita kat YouTube. She's really great at multitasking. :)

10. My initial plan masa on laptop tadi was to find past researches and online journals untuk dijadikan bahan review for my soft proposal. I ended up writing here instead.

Peace.

cerita dulu-dulu..

2009-02-12T01:52:00.002+08:00

And I quote,

"We are no longer happy 'being happy'. We are happy BEING TOGETHER.."

- J.A.R.

p/s: aku masih happy. kamu?

Aku bukan groupie

2009-02-08T02:33:00.004+08:00

Current Mood: tired..

Dah dua hari berturut-turut kami jadi 'groupie' Funky Doryz.
Aku, Dyana, Boy.
Semalam di UrbanAttic.
Hari ni di Amcorp Mall dan Lepaq Cafe.
Tiga kali kami kena dengar lagu yang sama.
Setiap kali tu la kami kena layan "oh oh oh" dengan Bandu.
Termasuk la skrip yang sama dari dia setiap kali ada performance di mana-mana.
Letih woooo!!
Tapi nak buat macam mana?
Kawan-kawan..
Layan kan saja....

"Angkat tarik ikat tali tu
Lepas cabut longgar kakimu
Cuba try tengok dahulu
Sampai hati tertarik
Gaya funky ingat tak dulu
Rambut AFRO berbaju biru
Seluar yankee tetas seribu
Sampai hati tertarik"
- Funky Doryz

Drunken Rockstar

2009-02-07T14:35:00.002+08:00

Indra a.k.a. Kambeng

Lord Sunny Day (LSD) Live @ UrbanAttic

I LAP U KAMBENG!!

To: Dyana Hanni..

2009-02-03T16:12:00.003+08:00

Dear Dyana,

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY!

Wishing you a longer life ahead of you..

Oh, have a wonderful one!! :)

Love,
Sarah Fadzil

Daddy Cool..

2009-01-27T12:43:00.004+08:00

Eventhough his tummy is very visible, I still think my daddy is cool.. :)

Hello 2009!

2009-01-01T05:19:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year!

Banyak aku nak cakap, banyak aku nak cerita.
Tapi rasanya tak perlulah.
Semoga 2009 lebih baik dari tahun-tahun sebelum ni..
:)

Mana Aci yang best tu?

2008-12-19T19:56:00.002+08:00

Current Mood: happy!

Aku baru lepas baca blog Sarah is the One. Entri dia pasal bibik/maid and their antics buat aku teringat zaman-zaman aku baru pindah Shah Alam.

I grew up in estates around Malaysia sebab ikut ayah aku bekerja. Mak aku pulak housewife. So, kami tak pernah ada bibik/maid. She did have helpers who came in daily untuk tolong kemas2 but never to cook. Kami panggil these helpers Aci (Indian kan the biggest population dalam estate?). Macam Sarah ckp, bila diorang tak tinggal sekali takde la kita attached dengan diorang.

So, bila dah pindah Shah Alam my mom didn't have the luxury of having helpers to come in everyday. Kerja kat rumah bertambah. Dengan baju yang nak dibasuh, dijemur, dilipat, digosok. Nak masak, nak sapu sampah, nak mop. Pretty much everything la kan? Dia pun amik la maid untuk berkerja. Kami semua dah besar2 masa tu. Paling kecik pun adik aku darjah 5.

Sebab kami tak pernah ada maid yang tinggal sekali, susah jugak la nak mesra dengan diorang. Kalau makan, kami panggil dia makan sekali. Duduk satu meja. Tapi untuk nak bergurau sama-sama tu jarang sekali la. Konsep tu takde dalam diri kami sebab tak pernah membesar dengan maid kan?

Sekarang ni, dah dekat 6 tahun kami tinggal kat Shah Alam. Maid dah bertukar 5-6 kali. Atau lebih. Aku pun tak pasti sebab aku tak berapa nak ingat siapa yang pernah bekerja dengan kami. Yang aku pasti, 3 of them ran away. Mungkin tak tahan dengan mak aku. Dia sangat cerewet. Lagi 3 atau lebih, mintak kat mak aku hantar diorang balik sebab rindu anak, rindu laki, rindu kampung. Ada juga yang mak aku berhentikan tanpa diorang mintak. Kerja sambil lewa, siapa sanggup layan?

Tapi memang susah betul nak cari maid yang sesuai (dengan mak aku). Muda sangat tak pandai buat kerja. Tua sangat sakit tulang, sakit pinggang semua kalah tuan rumah sendiri. Yang in between pulak, baru kahwin pastu rindu laki la pulak.

Pernah ada satu maid ni, dia mintak balik sebab tak tahan. Tu pun lepas kejadian anak angkat mak aku kentut kat muka dia. Haha! Dia yang gedik sangat nak bergurau dengan orang, nak sakat orang. Bila kena macam tu, baru tau..

Paling kelakar sekali, this lady yang agak berumur sikit la. Baru jugak kerja kat rumah kami masa tu. Agak malas sebenarnya. We were moving from Section 8 to Section 2. Mak aku yang lebih tua dari dia tengah terbongkok-bongkok nak angkat kotak-kotak, dia dengan selamba tengok je mak aku buat sorang-sorang. Satu hari tu, tak tau apa motif dia, dia pura-pura pengsan. Orang yang pengsan boleh bangun untuk tengok kalau tuan rumah nampak dia pengsan ke? Memang mak aku buat bodoh je la. Pandai pulak bangun sendiri lepas tu. Malu agaknya, lakonan tak menjadi.

Kadang-kadang bila ada maid, mak aku lagi stress. Tapi aku kesian tengok dia buat kerja rumah semua. Bukan tak nak tolong. Tapi kadang-kadang jadi gaduh adik-beradik. We are trying our best. I think my mom is trying her luck one last time. Kalau dapat maid lepas ni, hopefully she'll stick around to help my mom.

Ada satu je Aci yang akan aku ingat sampai tua nanti. Aku tak ingat nama dia. I was only 7 that time. Masa tu kami tinggal kat Chersonese Estate. Setiap kali lepas lunch dia akan angkat kain, lipat kat meja bawah. Rumah kami jenis 2 tingkat tapi belah bawah hanya untuk parking kereta. Ada banyak tiang la kat situ. So, lepas dia lipat kain, kami akan main sep tiang dengan dia. Kadang-kadang, kami main nenek-nenek dengan dia dekat balkoni yang sangat kecik. It was fun. :)

Aku tak rasa aku akan jumpa maid macam tu lagi kot. I do hope my mom will find a maid that suits her. :)

Bukan ego, cuma..

2008-12-18T15:28:00.003+08:00

Current Mood: pissed off.

Dua tiga hari ni asal aku online je mesti aku check student portal UiTM. Especially semalam dengan hari ini. Katanya result akan keluar 17 Disember. Alih-alih dia postpone ke 18 Disember. Hari ni je dah lebih lima kali aku bukak student portal. Takde jugak.

Aku risau sebenarnya. Semua orang kata rilek. Nombor satu, aku risau pasal nama aku tak tersenarai lagi dalam offer list untuk degree kat UiTM. Tapi, memandangkan kawan-kawan aku pun tak dapat lagi, aku boleh la rilek lagi. Lagipun, yang dapat offer semua course lain-lain. Belum ada lagi yang aku dengar dapat mass comm jugak. And according to Dyana yang dah bercakap dengan En. Jam, Pn. Nora and Kak Diba, diorang cakap tunggu dulu. Uitm memang selalu macam ni, ramai yang cakap. Even Unit Pengambilan Pelajar pun cakap tunggu dulu. So, tenang..

Nombor 2 yang aku risau, aku takut result aku tak cukup bagus untuk buat rayuan. Aku risau CGPA aku yang sememangnya teruk tu bukan bertambah bagus, tapi bertambah teruk. *sigh* InsyaAllah ok la kot..

The thing that pisses me off is when Mama and Papa gelabah gila as if it's the end of the world if I don't get to do my degree. Aku tak kisah Mama nak mintak tolong orang, tapi boleh sabar dulu tak? Aku dah cakap benda ni belum final lagi. Give it 2-3 days. For once, I want to see whether I'm really cut for this. I don't need anybody's help just yet. Bukan tak nak. I just don't want sampai diri rasa terhutang budi. I don't want my mom terhutang budi dengan siapa-siapa pun.

Bukan sengaja nak ego but I don't want to depend on other people too much. Selagi aku rasa benda ni aku boleh cari penyelesaian sendiri, aku akan cuba. Kalau dah buntu sangat, yes, dengan rasa rendah diri, silalah bantu aku.

So for now, can everybody just shut the hell up and chill for at least 2-3 days?

Thank you.

You've Been Tagged!

2008-12-15T21:20:00.004+08:00

I was tagged by Junaidi.
Here goes..

1) Do you think you're hot?
- Seriously??? Nope.

2) Upload your favorite picture of you!

3) Why do you like that picture?
- That was the first time I took the risk of changing my hairstyle after almost 10 years.

4) When was the last time you ate pizza?
- Last Friday.

5) The last song you listened to?
- Save Tonight by Eagle Eye Cherry.

6) What are you doing right now besides this?
- Talking to my mom on the phone.

7) What name would you prefer besides yours?
- Hannah Montana? Haha no.. Sarah is good..

People To Tag
1) Nareem Delina
2) Nazmi Ahmad
3) Lydia Saron
4) Ridy Anwar
5) Abang Shahrizan

8) Who is number one?
- Minah Salleh Celup :)

9) Number three is having a relationship with?
- I hope it's still the same guy..

10) Say something about number five?
- Lelaki Homoseksual ;)

11) How about number four?
- Slow motion tu trademark dia..

12) Who is number two?
- My momel.

*sigh*
I really am not in the mood..

reminiscing..

2008-12-15T02:21:00.003+08:00

Current Mood: Thankful..

"Gadis 2 mula timbul dalam dunia aku sejak 2-3 bulan lepas. Oh ya, harus aku nyatakan dahulu, kami course mate. Hubungan ini tak melibatkan perasaan cinta yang selalu di salah sangka oleh teman2. Gadis 2 selalunya akan ada dengan aku, terutamanya ketika dengan kehadiran bahan intoksikasi. Gadis 2 juga baik pada aku. Kami kawan." - J.A.R.

That was earlier this year.

Hari ni, kamu masih lagi Dadah Hebat saya.

Antara aku dan ketam..

2008-12-11T01:04:00.004+08:00

Current Mood: super bored!

Petang tadi aku call kawan aku yang baru balik dari Indonesia semalam. Kakak dia yang jawab.

"Sarah, Dyana cakap dia tanak cakap ngan you sebab dia tengah makan ketam.."

Oi! Kau dah la takley nak call aku sebab phone kena bar. Bila aku call kau lagi pentingkan ketam? Memang dasar debab!! Tunggu la.. Kau balik sini, aku picit-picit lemak kau!!

Ni la kawan aku tu.. debab kan?

entri jam 10.24 pagi.

2008-12-08T10:10:00.003+08:00

It's been raining since early this morning.

It's already 10.11 a.m. now.

Ila and Elia are sleeping on my bed.
I bet it feels really good to sleep when it's raining outside.

The food are all set on the table.
No ketupat however.
Mama didn't want to trouble herself.
We could not be happier when she said, "mama tanak buat ketupat la this time."
There's Kuey Teow Kuah, Mee Hoon Sup, Nasi Minyak, Kari Kapten, Nasi Impit and Kuah Kacang.
Still banyak kerja kat dapur..

Ada menu baru untuk setiap open house yang dah jarang-jarang mama papa buat - Cuppacakes from Wondermilk! :)

A lot of people are wearing black downstairs, including my parents.
I wonder why..
I also wonder how many kilos I'll gain by eating all the mentioned food, today.
I want to start with a not-so-light breakfast. Hehe..

Oh, that's papa's attempt of making mama pening kepala..
Yeah, jubah and cowboy hat.
Haha!

Anyway, Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha!! :)

Si Comot

2008-11-30T19:33:00.004+08:00

Current Mood: bored.

Saya nak shave bagi kemas janggut awak tu boleh? Pleasee??! :P

Entri hari Sabtu..

2008-11-29T13:42:00.003+08:00

Beautiful people.. don't you think? ;)

Current Mood: Lazyyy..

We took our cat Ashley and TomBat to the vet in UPM the other day.
Ashley bunting lagi. So gatal that one..
She's been sleeping with me two nights in a row already.

TomBat is still in UPM.
They had to do a surgery on her.
She had Hernia.
The vet called yesterday to inform that she is stable.
So kesian la..

I am lazy right now.
Going to send Elia to UiTM and go HR for a while.
haaaaihhh... Daaaa!

Goodbye Diploma, Hello Bachelor Degree!

2008-11-17T23:13:00.007+08:00

Keputusan Permohonan

No KP Anda/International Passport No : 870305******

Harap Maaf,
Permohonan anda ke Universiti Teknologi MARA adalah tidak berjaya.

Sorry.. Your application to UiTM is unsuccessful. Thank you.

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Ok. So maybe this student portal is just so screwed up. There's no way I could have failed any of the subjects, I am very certain of that! Maybe it's trying to play trick on us like it did last month. Apa-apa pun tak kisah la.. I'm glad diploma is over.

Why I'm Glad Diploma Is Over:

1. I'm far away from those who don't deserve to be in my life.

2. I don't have to face any of those lying bitches anymore.

3. It took me three years to see beneath the surface. Done with diploma, I don't need to care anymore.

4. I can't wait to finish my bachelor, kawen, then fly for my master's degree.

5. Most of all, I'm glad diploma is over because the last three years have been a very challenging life lesson.

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For the last two weeks that I've unofficially graduated, I've been nothing more but kulat at home. I practically have no life. I don't have a job. If I'm not cleaning the kitchen or helping my mom with other house-chores, I'll be on the internet or sitting my big ass on the comfortable couch in front of the TV. Sometimes I'd go lepak with the very few friends that I have in Shah Alam. I'd go out with Boy once in a while. Other than that, I'm almost like sampah la..

I did go to Penang though for holiday. In fact, I just came back last night. It's supposed to be a road trip for Dyana and I, instead, I went with my family. The plan was I'd go first and stay back tunggu Dyana sampai either on Sunday or Monday. Unfortunately, She couldn't make it because she's a good daughter who listens to her parents. So, that's why you're reading this post right now. You don't think I'd go online if I'm enjoying myself over there now, did you? :P

I ate like a pig over there. Pagi petang siang malam menyumbat je keje. Here are some of the photos:

Anyway, as a Plan B of making our road trip happen, we are going to the rumah kebajikan in Sabak Bernam this Friday. Maybe we could go to Lumut or better, Pangkor, later after that. We still don't have a proper plan. I very much hate planning things actually. Because things don't usually go as we planned. Plus, it could get very frustrating if things don't go our way. So, don't plan. Don't hope. You just go ahead and do it.. :)

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I've left my sudoku puzzles for quite some time now. I think they're missing me. I hear them calling me. I have to go. Daaaa!! :D

1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8!

2008-11-14T03:31:00.004+08:00

Hope you'll see this picture while I'm away.
Will be missing you.
Sangat corny tapi biarlah!!
Mmm.. besar jugak saya ni kan? :P

Nak lagi, tunggu kat facebook nanti..

2008-10-14T00:04:00.004+08:00

Current Mood: Annoyed!

Big Bro & Boy.

Dyana & Elle keletihan.

D6D. Class performance: Sound of Music.

I know I'm so much bigger than my sister.

Yang hensem dah tentulah third from left (or right). :)

Mr. Chino with his new bass guitar.

D6F. Class performance: Poco-poco. (I'm not sure how to spell it)

D6G. Class performance: Cantik.

Projekct Hairspray.

Ejat Arjuna with my guitar.

Makin jauh..

Me love. (Elle harus aja menyibuk kat belakang)

Mr. Helmi & Mr. Mohamed M.I.A..

D6G. My former classmates.

D6D. My classmates this semester.

Rakan-rakan dulu dan sekarang, bak kata Dyana.
Betul cakap semua orang. The final semester will change everything!
Tiga orang yang paling aku sayang ada dalam gambar-gambar di atas.
Cuba teka yang mana? ;)

Selamat Malam...

you have no idea..

2008-10-13T01:21:00.005+08:00

Current Mood: Indescribable.

Alhamdulillah!

Our MPG went well last night. Even though it was a bit delayed but I can still say we pulled it off. I have a lot to say but I just don't know where to start.

Some would say it's a night to forget because things didn't go the way they wanted it to, but not me. Things didn't go as how I wanted it but there's no way I'd forget last night. I worked my ass off for MPG. I spent a lot of money for our MPG. I didn't get enough sleep for this MPG! I didn't even get to seat with the person that I love but there's no way I'll forget MY MPG! We sacrificed everything for this and YOU HAVE NO IDEA!

You paid RM200? I paid RM200. Infact, I spent more than you. You didn't get to seat with the people you wanted to? My boyfriend didn't even get to eat, for goodness sake! To make it worse, I didn't even have anyone to talk to at my table. You want to forget last night, go ahead. It was so disappointing for you, right?

Gosh! Why can't you people just settle and make do with whatever you have? YOU HAVE NO IDEA what we all had to go through just to please everybody. Can you imagine how fucking frustrating it is for people who worked their butt off to fulfill everybody's expectations and all they got is a lousy comment because you got a lousy table?? Grow up la! Hang guna akai sikit boleh?

&%*#$^%&*#@!!!

Ok. Dah habis emo. Ampun maaf kalau ada yang terasa but I just need to let it out. That's me talking without thinking. :)

To all the committee members for Eid One World, I'm truly sorry for not being able to play my part as the Head of Sponsorship Bureau as I'm supposed to. I guess I'm not the right person for sponsorship. However, I do hope that my help for other bureaus will make up for my weaknesses. It has been very exciting to work with most of you and I'm truly honoured.

Dyana Hanni the Project Director, kau memang hebat. Asyik-asyik kau, asyik-asyik kau.. but I'm proud of you. Screw other people. THEY HAVE NO IDEA! I really wished we could all sit at the same table but I guess next time maybe.

Junaidi Asmara, I'm really glad you were always by my side helping me even if you really didn't want to, even if you really couldn't care less. I really appreciate it.

To everyone else who just don't care, I hope you enjoyed last night. If you didn't, too bad. I really don't care about you!

So I guess we'll just have to wait for the post-mortem. Prepare yourself people! ;)

Goodnight!

bila dah terjebak...

2008-10-06T09:16:00.003+08:00

Current Mood: Worried!

Rasa-rasanya, mana lebih elok?

Yang ini?

ataupun yang ini??

Hahahahaha! Go yearbookyourself.com.

Yes, this is my family on the first day of raya 2008..

2008-10-03T02:31:00.008+08:00

Current Mood: Sleepy.

I must admit that this time around raya is even more dull than before but we still took lots of photos, without fail! Those are some of it.. Tak dapek la nak upload sume.. However, out of all those photos, this is my favourite (walaupun blur):

Well, I hope you'll enjoy the rest of bulan Syawal.. :)

P/S: I love my boyfriend and his new haircut.. hehe :P

I'm showing my love..

2008-10-01T12:27:00.003+08:00

Current Mood: Drowsy..

1st of October of every year should be the "National Tribute to the Chickens Day" according to Junaidi. Therefore, I'm showing my love to the chickens by posting this picture for this entry since today is the 1st of October.

Why don't you join Junaidi and I, and show your love to the chickens? :)

By the way, since it's also the 1st day of Syawal, (again) I would like to wish all Muslims:

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!

that awesome penang trip..

2008-09-12T00:39:00.005+08:00

Current Mood: RINDU!!!

Soon, we'll be needing this kind of awesomeness in our life again..

p/s: way before we had DSLR..

Bruce Springsteen - Secret Garden

2008-09-09T01:03:00.007+08:00

Current Mood: Melancholy

Beautiful voice.
Beautiful song.
Beautiful video.
Sing along...

Do you have a first aid kit?

2008-08-16T13:35:00.004+08:00

Current Mood: Speechles

Why does being in love gets very challenging the longer the relationship is? Why does breaking up has to hurt a lot?

To whomever it may concern, keep your head up no matter how bad the situation is. I have no words to calm you down. I have no idea how to patch up all the wounds on both of you.

Love, may we get through all the challenges. May we last longer in this relationship. But most importantly, may we be happy together. I LOVE YOU!

Pengarah Projek yang Hensem

2008-08-15T20:04:00.005+08:00

"Sarah, that's very sinful!"

No, I didn't kill anyone. Nareem said that only because I ate a doughnut Nana brought back from Big Apple. Remember I told you I'm supposed to be on a diet? Hehe.. So anyway, I do feel very sinful right now. Macam sangat gemok. What am I saying? Memang gemok pun!

Don't blame me. Blame Nana. :P

Sofia was here for a while this evening to see Dyana regarding MPG's payment. So were Sham, Pali, Afiq and Apiz but only to send Nareem. She's sleeping over tonight so I'm trying to find something fun to do other than just sitting in front of our laptop, surfing the Internet.

Dyana and Boy dah balik. Naik motor. BOTH OF THEM! Hehe.. SERIOUSLY!

How's that? Dyana dan boy rempit sejati! I never thought she'd actually ride from Shah Alam to UKM. Nampaknya pengarah projek kami memang hensem. :D

Okay. Need to check the kitchen's condition. And do something fun!

But, how come I'm very sleepy right now? Haiyaaaa....

Peristiwa 13 Ogos 2008

2008-08-14T12:24:00.003+08:00

Song title: Racun
By: Lord Sunny Day
Cast: Alisya Alwi, Dyana Hanni
Camerawoman: Sarah Fadzil
Editor: J.Asmara, Sarah Fadzil
Asst. editor: Cha, Dy
Produced & directed by: gadis-gadis cool! ;)

We would like to ENTERTAIN you with this video. A spontaneous reaction at 3am. A random choice of song. May you be amused!

KKBM

2008-08-01T12:30:00.002+08:00

L-R: Ayap, PakWad, Ha.

Current Mood: Hyper.

The new and upcoming band, Kembang Kuncup Bunga Melur a.k.a. KKBM. Haha! This was during Chip's part of our TV capsule. Shooting kat Kedai Kopi lama. Sumpah they were fucking hilarious!! Rock kangkang abis.. Konon-konon ni photo shoot diorang la. Cha was the cameraman. Or is it camerawoman? We took so long to shoot Chip's part because we were all laughing like hell. Thank you Ayap, Pakwad and Ha for helping us on our assignment. Mana video tu arrr??